wro-ote the book of the seven seals

quel tormentese karl said i read (to)too fast which made me think of a thing, what if you could read too fast? like, entire books would just conglom-into your brain? entire stories, pieces of arts, the element of time and meter erased from art, right? i think that's the kind of thing that's beautiful, that's why people get such a good rap, (is that the right spelling?) because all at once they are able to be plastered into our cerebral beauty map : is her nose too long was she polite are her lips too skinny was she modest are her eyes a perfect color was she curious what about her boobs were they big ennough. subtlety is the pretty thing then, right? it's the artistic beauty, it's the untempered one chinua achebe: messiah of 'just dudin' it' or ambitious nigerian dude? i just learned about this tvseries called Breaking Bad, shit's spot-on. it's about how everybody's got their secrets and their shit and their problems, but just live normal life and deal with it and he corrodes a guy's body in a bathtub and the tub corrodes too and then he goes home to his wife and they're lying there and she's really disappointed that he missed dinner.

2-nite the music seems so louwed i wish that we could lose this crouwed

http://help.com/post/224284-i-feel-like-god-gave-up-on-me-and-i

i've notcied it for a whilebut never been comofortable anough to say it, but a cuasa de the EVIDENCES, it's when i'm livin the most that i always gett interested in deathin. why? it aint like i'm afraid of losing things, i'm not lykke that. i wish i were more devoted to the cobrasnake


pd. start reading about Aleister Crowley, asap

either you run right RIGHT now or you best get ready to hide

most men pursue pleasure with such breathless haste that they hurry past it this is what happens when you listen to too much the oakridge boys

"Yes I’m sitting free even thou I love her still She’d be no good to me if I held her against her will Even thou that girl she’s the best part of my world Along with all my dreams I’m sitting fancy-free "

in case you missd something

-She’d be no good to me if I held her against her will-

the circulatroy system is releasing their new cd somehow somewhere roughneck jihad's Richard Dastardly identity is waaaay less good than it shouldaf been, he mostly just talks about pussys and fucking shit (them) up also in the similar hiphop scene another great poet, shwayze:

I met her at a backyard blockparty by the bar. And she kept lookin' at me like she knew who I was. She was buzzin' all over me. She was buzzin' all over me. She was buzzin' all over me like she fell in love.

newmusicpost is this post the dead weather will be at street scene

my name is john johnson but everyone calls me vicky

apparently don talk about myselfe enough ppl r like euhhh im not gon build a real connection to you because im the only body who puts any heart strings out yours' all in still so euhhh

erin makes me feel like not anything (in destructive and appraising ways she does this)

'it is only inevitable that
someday(s) these hands will be edible
but! i am a wolf! (lobo)
blackening your eyes (soleo)
will cure your blindness
but,
We: champions of our destiny
You cannot escape the fang of Tangier!
I S P I T F I R E
iSpitfire'


people area lying alround
dogs are dying who's in charge
people are hiding their false hearts

some poeple think beauty is stupid to be obsessed with , i guess trying to apply it (put it on) to yourself is, but i really like it; constant pursuit? yes, to live beautifully

that joe guy is really weird, that jen girl is really weird, that kelby guy is really weird but really spot-on, that jakegreve guy is really weird dont he have a terriblename?, that alham lady is really weird, gah, people are so goofy. thas my feelings in destructive and appraising ways that talkin about mself

we want our film to be beautiful not re-a-lis-tic

today is the weirdest day in news in so long: the sri lankan tamil general aint dead, the california supreme court is all wonky, mike tyson's baby died, a canadian guy ate a seal hearts, they finished the mouse genome (THE WHOLE THING)

putting all this together makes our world seem so weird, plus how weird is the tmz-news? understatement has never been used better

kafka------->TMZ



last night i relived the deadliest experience of my life and then woke up

ust fown that guy shockeringloomtown!'s blog (that guidedbyvoices song) and it makes me miss punk music, that guy is so nostalgic he reminds me of my dad --sorry if you're that guy i dont mean nothing bad bout neither mdad nor the guy just the emphaticnostalgia


whatis hislefthand upto


how fucking good is jg ballard? super legit is more like it

the basketball season is coming to a end and kinda glad that i'll be able to relate to people again, because only weirdoes (dear-woes) love dwight howard and ray allen and anderson varejao . that's prollythe worst part about the tom-deal, not getting to talk about sports and man stuff like that (read: sadface); fuck im still whining about that but who aint

why would anyone want to confront a grotesque animal? ew yelch, but i guess i would. okayokay, yeah: a/ anomalous species == = == super fascinating, ask people who like dinosaurs and lichen and vampires; b/ it's cool to like things other people dont for some reason that's only true when you also communicate that what other people like is <<> (IF PEOPLEmyfriendsspecifically MADEMORE ART BASED ON CONFINING, LIMITING DIMENSIONS [I E SOMETHING VERY HORIZONTAL] I WOULD PUT IT HERE*) * * * S T A R * * * * * * M A N * * * on the above apostrophe, refer to something like the drone song on that illinoise sufjan stevens album, or the entiresong crepesculo sul mare for a longer(in duration, not definitely length) obra i can't afford for things to keep crazying on me, i'm going to be crazy if it happens too fast, i need time to interpret and get it back out apparently prom is happening this weekend, it makes me think of dancing, which is a great thing to me on account of its form plus idea (thanks plato! first shoutout): neitzche says 'i only believe in a god that knows how to dance' and then mr miyagi's affirmation 'never trust a spiritual guide who cannot dance' miyagi <--> nietzsche (pronounced like tallahasee)

the other day i talked about communication-in-the-modernera-of-instantaneity-and-the-proliferated-internet to young furly danny poceta, i think he dug it; he's mass diggable ten points danny poceta i wonder how we'll turn out he and i and her and us. not good probably 'internet silence'


pd. is there a better way to link (better) music

and napoleon and genghis kahn and hitler tried and mussolini too

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today madi macnabb comes home, tuesday, the archetype people ask me about, school's over, evan's my cousin,

alexa's going to north carolina firstclass every weekend with some gaypsychiatrist primohusband, tragedy no one reads shakespeare, shes definilly going to move there or someody'll get knived in the end or midsection, the end is always written in the beginning

gretchen from faust stopped being the woman--i found the futurewoman the perfectwoman she's the untagged hottie in facebook pictures, master and the margarita was a diff'rent era too,

drunk off of corona and awkardness last night and when i drove home i saw a car on fire on the sidewalk and a bum leaning towards it parallel and not facing it,

someday i only want to buy beer and gas and dinners, shopping list for my italian birthday: also include warm jackets

pd. i watchd 'blindness' tonight and compared to reading it for this, that movie was real (try all the names maybe better)

didnt leave nobody but the baby

kiss played on american idol

things I recommend, tastes to define a pop novel character: heart of darkness, blood meridian, egon schiele, liszt sonata in b minor, pelham 123 --vanishing point, janice dickinson, codein, gustave dore, free beer, the sri lankan civil war , kiss +the band+, coming off codein

G R U N E W A L D, too