http://help.com/post/224284-i-feel-like-god-gave-up-on-me-and-i
i've notcied it for a whilebut never been comofortable anough to say it, but a cuasa de the EVIDENCES, it's when i'm livin the most that i always gett interested in deathin. why? it aint like i'm afraid of losing things, i'm not lykke that. i wish i were more devoted to the cobrasnake
pd. start reading about Aleister Crowley, asap